Nothing matters anymore now. What's done cannt be undone. When things are at the stage of being a "mayb", holding on to a nonchalant attitude is a piece of cake. However, when reality slaps u hard on the face, the feelings and emotions that flow out of ones heart and soul is no longer the expected ones. It is jus like knowingly tripped over a large pebble and falling flat on the ground. It hurts, but no matter what is done to minimise the degree of pain, it would not eliminate the fact that the wound hurts. Time would b the best medicine for it. But all hopes are there that time would heal the wound and that the wound is not so serious as to leave an ugly scar and a bad memory behind... Dont ask and dont worry, I'm alright. May the future be bright and sunny with no more injuries that hurts like this.
Watched Frankenstein, La Vita e bella (Life is beautiful) and Gone with the wind. Great show. Takes my mind off things that i dun feel like thinking abt.