Hurray ! the long awaited june hols is jus one day away... i'm so excited. haha... despite having to do lotsa stuff furing the short hols, but the feeling of hols so jus so fascinating!

Lotsa projects stuff to complete, and the deadly mid yr exam is jus after the wonderful june hols. haiz... I nid at least 2 h2 n 1 h1 pass for promos. I'm praying realli hard this time. haiz... touch wood touch wood. I dun wish to b in 0705 nxt yr. haiz... Mus work hard, my goal is to clear all sub wif at least a b... hope i can achieve my goal. Although it seems like a far fetched target. haiz... Else promos would b goner liao. haha...

Been feeling rather sad. I hav neglected my poor piano. haiz... Nvr realli hav the time to play on it. haiz... Miss the time tt i can play for long hrs everyday. haiz... Gonna take my practical nxt yr, yet i cant find time to practice on it. omg... hw am i gg to survive?? haiz... It is nt as if like the 3 pieces for exam is a piece of cake. Haiz... i wan distinction!! but tink it is fat hope la, cant even secure one in grade 5, let alone say grade 8 exam. haiz... The haydn piece is ok, sounded quite nice and quite easy to learn, but the modulation part realli drive me nuts. Debussy, haven start yet, but after trying out on my own, think the triplet against quavers r a killer. haiz... The scarlatti piece is still ok, jus tt there is one bar tt always has " accident"... haha... Haven done my theory homework yet, haiz... jus feel so tired. haha...

Btw, i something is jus bugging me, cos i jus wanna noe the truth abt myself... am i realli so perfectionist tt i b come out of place in grps and tt ppl cannt stand me?? Is my principle tt "wanna do den put in the best, if nt den mus as well dun do", a wrong ting?? i dun understand y ppl keep using the reply of there is no time as an excuse for nt wanting to put more effort to make things better. Izzit tt i'm diff frm ppl, or tt i'm jus demanding too much? haiz... am i realli too much of a perfectionist tt ppl find me a nuisance? haiz.. Wad ever... haiz... no matter wad ppl tink, as long as i am happie the way i am, den let it b, y change myself to accomodate ppl, when i noe tt i cannt please everyone in tis whole wide world? haha... tt's all bah. will update soon...